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20 Miles a Day

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I feel like I haven’t had a lot to say lately… Life has been crazy- working a gazillion odd end jobs to make ends meet and going 100 miles per hour trying to serve to the best of my ability has left me at a loss of energy and a loss of words. Today- I haven’t left my bed unless it’s to go to the kitchen or the bathroom as I am nursing a summer flu that slapped me across the face in the wee hours this morning. 

I got to thinking… Do I even remember the password to the blog? Luckily, I did. So here I am. 

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I’ve missed this place greatly.

Honestly, I didn’t think I would.

China was cold, trial filled, and rude (in a large generality)… but there was something about this place that continually refueled me. 

The more I pondered, the more I realize it wasn’t the place that refueled me, it was my heart while I was there. The past few weeks, I’ve been feeling that same way. A missional heart. That is what refuels me. 

I am now working with the high school group, Ignition, at WestGate and have been so encouraged by the student’s stories they have brought back from their summers traveling to Haiti, The Dominican Republic, and Boliva. Their eyes have that undeniable spark when they talked about what they did and who they met. You know that is Jesus. There is something about a mission trip that pushes you to the limit where you cannot be sustained on your own and God HAS to step in.

That’s how I want to live my life now. So, that is just what I have been doing. I have been living on the limit (not recklessly) so that I am able to allow God to step in and hold me up. Boy, it’s been great. He is more faithful to me and my journey than I am to finding out what my journey is and where it is going. God and I are just taking it a day at a time. Just like in China. 

Galatians 6:9 reads, “Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.” It’s my current motivation, not to do good, but to not give up in seeking to keep that missional heart He blessed me with in China. 

 

Blue in the Faith… I Mean Face.

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“You can talk about prayer till you’re blue in the faith… I mean face”

We had a meeting at GMO, Global Media Outreach, where Andy Fish was explaining our involvement in partnering with them and said this quote. We laughed it off, but then I started thinking. You really can talk about prayer till you’re blue in the face. Trust me, I studied theology in college and actually talked about other people talking about prayer till I could barely think.

Can you talk about prayer till you’re blue in the faith? Now, I’m not providing answers here… more of just thinking aloud. Is there something missing with us, as Christians, being all talk when it comes to prayer? Sometimes I notice certain weeks I pray more with people than on my own. But when I look at Jesus, He doesn’t get on the whole “prayer ministry,” but He went up on a hill, under a tree and cried with His Father. When I look at the Gospel He prays more than He talks about it. And if Jesus is our example, shouldn’t we be doing the same?

This is what He says about prayer:

What did Jesus say about prayer? Lots and lots. For a start he taught his followers “the Lord’s Prayer”…

Father, hallowed be Your name.
 May Your kingdom come, 
and Your will be done on earth as in heaven.
 Give us today our daily bread.
 Forgive our sins as we forgive those who sin against us.
 Do not put us to the test. 
(Luke 11:2-4).

Pray simply – “Do not go on and on, babbling like the pagans, who think they’ll be heard because they use so many words” (Matthew 6:7).

Pray generously – “Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you” (Matthew 5:44).

Pray with confidence – “Everyone who asks receives; those who seek find; and to those who knock the door will be opened. Which of you fathers, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in Heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!” (Matthew 7:8-11).

Pray with persistence – “Jesus told His disciples this parable to tell them to keep praying and not give up. ‘There was a judge who cared neither for God nor man. A widow in his town kept coming to him with the plea, “Grant me justice against my adversary.” For some time he refused. But finally he said to himself, “OK, I care neither for God nor man, yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will see that she gets justice, so that she won’t wear me out with her visits.”’ Jesus said, ‘Think about what that unjust judge said. Won’t God bring about justice for his chosen ones, who cry out to him day and night? Will he keep putting them off? I tell you, he will see that they get justice, and quickly’” (Luke 18:1-8).

Now, I’m not saying let’s not talk about prayer. That’s a serious part of discipleship in learning how to cultivate this relationship that our lives revolve around. But Jesus did something different… He prayed. He stopped talking. Went away. And prayed. Jesus prayed. A lot.

This is what it says about Him praying:

Mat 14:23 After doing so, He went up on the mountain by himself to pray. When it was evening He was there alone.

Mar 1:35 Rising very early before dawn, He left and went off to a deserted place, where he prayed.

Luke 6:12 In those days He departed to the mountain to pray, and He spent the night in prayer to God.

Luke 9:28-29 [Jesus] took Peter, John, and James and went up to the mountain to pray. While He was praying his face changed in appearance and his clothing became dazzling white.

Luke 5:16 …. but He would withdraw to deserted places to pray.

John 11:41-42 They took away the stone. And Jesus raised His eyes and said, “Father, I thank you for hearing me. I know that you always hear me; but because of the crowd here I have said this, that they may believe that you sent me.”

John 17:1 When Jesus had said this, He raised His eyes to Heaven and said “Father, the hour has come. Give glory to your son, so that your son may glorify you…”

Mar 14:32-33 Then they came to a place named Gethsemane, and He said to His disciples, “Sit here while I pray.” He took with him Peter, James, and John, and began to be troubled and distressed.

Matt 26:38-39 Then [Jesus] said to them, “My soul is sorrowful even to death. Remain here and keep watch with me.” He advanced a little and fell prostrate in prayer, saying, “My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from me; yet, not as I will, but as you will.”

Matt 26: 43-44 Then [Jesus] returned once more and found them asleep, for they could not keep their eyes open. He left them and withdrew again and prayed a third time, saying the same thing again.

So, what’s going on is that we are talking about prayer and wanting to actually pray. Is there something that needs to change? As  Easter has come and gone, are we too busy talking about prayer and Jesus till we are blue in the faith? It’s time we fight against complacency in our faith and start DOING. When Jesus gave us the great commission, He didn’t say talk about it first, figure out the details, that’s His job. He simply said, “go.”

As Jesus says in Matthew 7:24-26, “Who knows my teachings and Does Them, is a wise man. Who knows my teachings and does them not is a foolish man. If you hear these words and do them, the Father will come unto you and dwell in you and teach you all things; bringing all things to your REMEMBERANCE.”

Let’s go. Let’s pray.

Five Favorite Friday: It’s Cheesy.

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Now that blogging is all the rage and people do it every day (literally), it makes me feel quite pathetic. But that isn’t the point here… the point is almost everyone does something on Friday and it’s usually five things. Am I wrong for dragging my feet this Friday because I’ve already read five posts about five favorite’s of other people? Regardless, I am here and typing so I might as well continue the theme, along with EVERYONE else.

Growing up I didn’t have much dairy due to my kidney reflux so I missed out on having the glass of milk at dinner, the grilled cheese for lunch, and ice cream. It would make my stomach twist and turn. So, in response to this horrible situation, I never craved cheese… until recently. I have discovered the glory of dairy and cheesy things over the past few years. I indulge in mac and cheese at least on a monthly basis. Being back from a missions trip, you value dairy even more because it is far beyond rare in Asia.

Since I am home, and now employed, I get to indulge a little on cheese, and LOVE it.

  1. Parmigiano Reggiano: The make process is one of the most sophisticated in the world, and a pinnacle of efficient cheese making technology. It shows in the flavor, alternately buttery, nutty, fruity, and always saliva inducing. This cheese is life changing.
  2. Guyere: This is the real Swiss cheese. It is also probably the most famous, most used cheese in the world. It’s texture is to die for, the older cheese almost have  crunchy pits of heaven from the aging process, and the taste is unmatched.
  3. Gorgonzola: If you like blue super creamy and sweet, this is for you. Gorgonzola is Italy’s contribution to that great constellation of world class blues. It is also my contribution to the signature salad world- I stick to my own spinach salad with this as the star.
  4. Mascarpone: Probably best known as the smooth and luscious highlight of Tiramisu, mascarpone is a triple creme cow’s milk cheese with a texture often compared to American cream cheese. There’s a variety of serving possibilities, the traditional tiramisu of ladyfingers, liqueur and mascarpone is one of the most popular.
  5. Ricotta: Ok, so here’s a little fact- it’s actually not a cheese. GASP. The whey from these other cheeses are combined and re-cooked to create ricotta cheese. But, it’s nothing short of amazing, it makes an appearance in both savory and sweet dishes including cheesecake.

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Let Us Get Back to It…

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O.K. Let’s be honest, I am probably, hands-down, the worst blogger ever. As I got home from Salem, I entered the “missions mono” phase and was way too apathetic to make an effort to write.

[[Missions Mono is when you get back from a missions trip, or anywhere within YWAM in general, and realize you hold the power through the Holy Spirit to change the world and yet, you are stuck in suburbia not sure what to do with your life.]]

Job hunting took the excitement that I was surviving on the past six months away and that fast moving train suddenly slammed to a screeching stop. Thankfully, friends and family have been amazing to me and the twelve e-mails about others’ new blog posts really pushed me to get back on this blogging horse. During these weeks, my life consisted of sleeping, staring at the Craigslist website and applying to a gazillion jobs, getting back into the rhythm of Compelled and WestGate, and having a family weekend. So let me catch you up with all that has happened in the past month (I’ve been home for one month today!)…

  1. I have a job. It’s awesome. I am currently a Chiropractic Assistant. Random? Sorta. But let me explain… I applied for an administration job on Craigslist and was invited to attend a group interview a couple weeks ago. I RSVP’d but really was debating going because group interviews suck. So, to try and convince myself to go I went and explored their website and discovered that a good friend is actually a patient. Finally, I’ve got my way in! I went to the group interview where HE SHARED THE WHOLE ENTIRE GOSPEL to the 15 of us. Now, I was hooked. After a follow up interview and discussing life with the doctor, I realized I had the best job offer. So now, every day, I get to watch people grow healthier and invest in their wellness, as well as speak truth into their lives about spiritual wellness.
  2. Compelled: I am compelled to share the Gospel of Jesus Christ to the world making it relevant and understandable. Enter Tim Riley. A local guy stoked on Jesus’ mighty grace and does, breathes, and lives evangelism as a lifestyle. He called me out of my funk pre-YWAM and has recruited me to the Compelled team to join in the mission of training 10,000 evangelists to reach one million people in five years.
  3. Westgate: I leave the country for three months and since I’ve been back a whole lot has changed! Awakening has become it’s own church and will look to move to a new location in the fall, Ignition has grown to over eighty students with all new leaders, new people have come, good friends have moved on… it’s different, and amazing.
  4. My sister came into town for a weekend. THANK THE LORD. My sister is really my best friend and seeing her finally made home real and not this twilight zone that I was floating about in. She brought all three dogs (Bella was down there for the past month) and her husband. The house was full, noisy, and hungry. So thanks to her coming up this past weekend, I got back into the kitchen and tried out new recipes, unpacked my suitcases, and organized the 10,000 pictures I took while on outreach. We also got to celebrate my Aunt’s 95th birthday in Winters, CA- she is such an amazing role model filled with joy always looking to treat and celebrate others even on her own special day. 
  5. As of Wednesday, I was offered the Children’s Ministry Director position at a local church through their partnership with Westgate to enrich their current programs and church body. It is a one year commitment to build up the community, curriculum and classrooms. Ah, it’s such an amazing opportunity to use my education (finally), learn from such an amazing woman who currently leads the children’s ministry at WestGate, and be really challenged and stretched. I am in the midst of praying about this position and if it would be the best choice for me and the ministry to join. All your prayers are greatly appreciated!
  6. I went to the NEEDTOBREATHE concert. Yes, this is just as important as all the others. On Monday, I got a last minute ticket to see them play in San Francisco that night. So I did. It was an amazing concert: by the acoustic unplugged session I was two people from the stage, I got Seth’s playlist, Bear’s pick, and met Bo. I didn’t just meet Bo, but he hung out with me and my friends for a good thirty minutes just talking about life, playing with Canadian money, and praying for the homeless people who walked by. 
With that being said, I am back to the blog and now that I have a regular schedule, I hope to regularly blog. Please, call me out if I don’t . Look forward to four new recipes and more pictures from my trip this week! And by next Friday, you will be treated with the Five Favorites Friday again!

Did That Just Happen?

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I find myself in an odd spot.

A twilight zone of sorts.

Actually, I feel like I’ve been on this train moving 1,000 miles per hour for the past six months. Now that I am finally standing on solid ground, I can’t seem to wrap my head around all that has happened or what my future holds. I am suddenly being slammed with the fears, doubts, bills, and expectations that have been only a cloud in the far distance these past months.

I’ve wanted to write. I feel I have so much to say. I’ve wanted to cook. I have so many recipes to test. But, I am stuck here on this emotional boarding platform unable to get on to the next train or walk away from the station.

Just where I am at.

Leaving Neverland

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Good Bye Neverland!

I never thought this day would come. I also never expected so many emotions. Yet, here I am sitting at the Bangkok airport nearing one in the morning, trying to keep my eyes open preparing for the time changes. Our flight leaves at 1:25 to South Korea where I will indulge in my first hot shower in 10 weeks. After, we will board to pass over the Pacific Ocean to AMERICA! It’s currently Friday, and after 36 hours of traveling, I will arrive on base Friday evening. Talk about a long Friday!

I am so stoked to come home, to Salem and to San Jose. Salem has really taken up residence in my heart- it’s so nice to be near family and close friends. I am excited to spend a week there to decompress all that has happened overseas. San Jose holds an exciting future for me, as I am breaking out with a local discipleship program. Touching down in home base will be so comforting as I seek out what God’s next steps are for my life as well.

Mostly, I am thrilled to see friends and family. It’s been a wonderful experience but home is where the heart is, and my heart is with you all who have continually supported me. Your prayers carried me through the hospital (side note: I am currently sick and am praying I get to spend these flights outside the lavatory), through extreme weather, and spiritual warfare. I am eager to share stories, laughter, and coffee with you. As I’ve said before, I don’t want this trip to be just for me. First, it is because God is worthy; secondly, His work is for the whole church to hear and be encouraged so I am ready to share.

As I am looking forward to a real mattress and cheese, part of me is dragging my feet towards the boarding gate. People like Sounon and NuNu have captivated my heart and I will miss them dearly. The Kingdom is advancing, but there is so much more work to be done, so many more prayer walks, so many more open airs. God has given me a lot of comfort that He is constantly working, and teams are flooding to the countries and people I have visited. It may be one year or one decade, but I will stand by my promise to the joy-filled sisters at the village that I will be back.

I am closing a chapter of my life that has lasted six months. People have come and left my life in a blink of an eye, God has established a firm grip on my heart, and I am traveling through time (literally) ready to turn to the next page. Life is fast. Life is crazy. Life with Him is AWESOME.

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Speedo-rific (Part 2)

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Now that we have gone over what we shouldn’t wear on the beach, let’s go over how we shouldn’t take photographs on the beach. I am an amateur photographer myself but I have lived with my father, a man who has over 45 years of experience and a well known business taking family portraits. He knows seating and arranging people for a great looking photograph. And he always makes sure I am learning about it to keep the Delgado name clean. So, I have taken what I’ve learned and want to share it with you. We all don’t want the most awkwardly posed pictures hanging up on your wall when I visit.

1. The where-sand-meets-water pose
Do you remember when you were a kid at the beach? You would stand where land meets ocean and wait as your ankles slowly submerged under the sand as you stood while waves ran over you. Just think of what happens when you sit there… sand moves. In places that do not need sand in them. Take a hint from VS models, go for the kneel rather than sitting.

2. The showing-off-what-you-wrote-in-the-sand pose
This one inspired both parts to this blog. I saw a man in a speedo near the edge of the water with his artwork between his legs. First, his beer belly was bigger than the beach ball he was leaning on. Secondly, really, between your legs!?! I don’t know anyone who wants to receive a picture saying “missing you” in that location.

3. The snow-angel-in-the-sand pose
It’s great for a full body exfoliant… your skin will become silky soft. It might take another 13 weeks to get all the sand off you (it’s humid, so it’s as sticky as the mango rice). Or, it could be extremely painful as you create little nicks over your body. You can decide if the latter is worth it. Mainly, this is up here because unlike perfect snow- sand has a billion footprints and drift wood. While laying down you also become a prime object to be peed on by one of the two dozen stray dogs running around. That risk is never worth it.

4. The add-a-little-flare-to-your-favorite-yoga-position pose
I am proud of you for knowing your positions so well, and here’s a pat on your back for actually doing them. Although, they are to be a workout, not for photographs. When you choose the pointing dog pose and curl your back leg so it goes up over your head, it’s no longer working out. You will actually mirror a picture I have from my gymnastics recital when I was four years old.

5. The Coppertone-baby pose
If you choose to wear a thong bikini, speedo, or regular bottoms, that’s your choice. But for all that is good in this world, PULL THEM UP! There is no reason what so ever that you should ever be modeling your crack (sorry mom, there’s no nice way to put that). You do not, and will never, look as darn adorable as the Coppertone girl.

So get some SPF and go and enjoy the beach. I sure did! I will never forget being on this island and cannot wait to bring a team of my own here!

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